I dont hate my job, I dont love it but its okay.
I imagine alot of people feel like this, I work in sales and spend most of the time on the telephone.
The problem I have is I hate sitting there for over 8 hours Monday to Friday knowing that all my hard workis making money for a man who I have no connection with.
I want to make a difference in the world - don't get me wrong I dont expect to cure cancer or aids and even a cure for the common cold. I don't even pretend to be that bright but I do want to make a small difference.
If only I could figure out what this difference was and what steps that I need to take towards it.
Even when I was small I couldnt figure out a career path, was I to be a lawyer, a vet, a policeman, a teacher, a social working, a circus act... I didn't know and I don't know any better now!
It's all so frustrating maybe it's because we are expected to do it all in life, the great job, the gorgeous man, the adorable kids, and the close knit group of friends. I can't handle it.
Maybe one day I will figure it out I just hope I do it in time!
Sunshine and Chocolate x
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Friday, September 14, 2007
Post Secret
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/ go on treat yourself... have a little peek. I found it really interesting.
Sunshine and Chocolate x
Sunshine and Chocolate x
When is the time right?
Should there be a timescale of when you meet a guy and when you sleep with them??
Like a 3 month watershed....I thinking of setting one. But whats a sensible time.
Don't get me wrong I don't jump into bed with anyone in fact my magic number is less than most...more than one and less than ten to give you a clue.
Maybe if we as women made men wait a little longer, test them a little we would get a decent one. If a decent man exists. hummm. I'm not so sure.
Would it be wrong, maybe... but surely not as wrong as all the games they play.
What about all these girls that believe in 'The One' 'Mr Right' is he out there? I doubt it. If there is one person or one soul mate out there for each of us, with the huge population there must be a very small chance of meeting them, or are we meant to believe that fact brought them to the same town or city!
I blame Hollywood.
Sunshine and Chocolate x
Like a 3 month watershed....I thinking of setting one. But whats a sensible time.
Don't get me wrong I don't jump into bed with anyone in fact my magic number is less than most...more than one and less than ten to give you a clue.
Maybe if we as women made men wait a little longer, test them a little we would get a decent one. If a decent man exists. hummm. I'm not so sure.
Would it be wrong, maybe... but surely not as wrong as all the games they play.
What about all these girls that believe in 'The One' 'Mr Right' is he out there? I doubt it. If there is one person or one soul mate out there for each of us, with the huge population there must be a very small chance of meeting them, or are we meant to believe that fact brought them to the same town or city!
I blame Hollywood.
Sunshine and Chocolate x
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Men...huh?
Some people may find it rude not to open with a meaningless entry that explains me, who I am and why I am writing this blog... Well I am going to say sorry to these people right now 'Sorry!' because I don't have the answers.
I will say feedback would be nice...although I don't have the answers I would like someone to give me clue, even if its only 50/50 or ask the audience...god help me if it's phone a friend.
Anyway down to the nitty gritty..whats with men??
I know yawn...another woman moaning about men....but I'm serious. I wouldn't say I am a genius but I'm not stupid.
I just don't understand!!
Is it as simple as proclaimed by Carrie & Co that if they don't call or should I say text you, that they are just not that in to you or is it something else, is there a rule book that I don't have a copy off. Is it just a game that people play and I got left sitting on the bench with a note from my mum. '***** cannot participate in the dating game, her asthma and paranoid state of mind are playing up again'.
I am pretty sure that it's not me, well not totally. I am a normal woman, okay I'm no size zero lollipop head - but Cosmo keeps telling me men like women with curves...like Kelly Brook (what size is she- like a ten)
There is a few men that have caused this potential nervous break down but it would probably make sense to start with the lastest... I shall call him Mr Funny.
Lets not go though the boredom of how we met lets skip to the date - it was last year Nov time - we went as 'as friends' my choice not his, as there was kinda someone else about at the time. It went OK, there was no major sparks but fun was had by both parties... Anyway this someone else turn into a relationship so Mr Funny was forgotten until a text received in the summer.
After many conversation and invites out I finally accepted, a film, a glass of wine, nice company all sounded good. Now I didn't intend on having sexy time but it happened and I'm sure that I'm not the only girl who has made this error of judgement. So OK I have only been out with him twice...but I'm not a slut.
So to my shock the next day I receive a text... may this will be different. Honest and open. So I simple say ' fancy a drink again some time?' and whats the heartwarming response I get. SILENCE.
Great! So we are back to game playing...may if I was a champion player I would wanna play but I'm not I'm rubbish I want it to be simple.
Anyway try to come up with the answer of what to do next, how to play, how to not finish last this time has given me a headache and craving for a large vodka!
(Wow this is long, sorry!)
I will say feedback would be nice...although I don't have the answers I would like someone to give me clue, even if its only 50/50 or ask the audience...god help me if it's phone a friend.
Anyway down to the nitty gritty..whats with men??
I know yawn...another woman moaning about men....but I'm serious. I wouldn't say I am a genius but I'm not stupid.
I just don't understand!!
Is it as simple as proclaimed by Carrie & Co that if they don't call or should I say text you, that they are just not that in to you or is it something else, is there a rule book that I don't have a copy off. Is it just a game that people play and I got left sitting on the bench with a note from my mum. '***** cannot participate in the dating game, her asthma and paranoid state of mind are playing up again'.
I am pretty sure that it's not me, well not totally. I am a normal woman, okay I'm no size zero lollipop head - but Cosmo keeps telling me men like women with curves...like Kelly Brook (what size is she- like a ten)
There is a few men that have caused this potential nervous break down but it would probably make sense to start with the lastest... I shall call him Mr Funny.
Lets not go though the boredom of how we met lets skip to the date - it was last year Nov time - we went as 'as friends' my choice not his, as there was kinda someone else about at the time. It went OK, there was no major sparks but fun was had by both parties... Anyway this someone else turn into a relationship so Mr Funny was forgotten until a text received in the summer.
After many conversation and invites out I finally accepted, a film, a glass of wine, nice company all sounded good. Now I didn't intend on having sexy time but it happened and I'm sure that I'm not the only girl who has made this error of judgement. So OK I have only been out with him twice...but I'm not a slut.
So to my shock the next day I receive a text... may this will be different. Honest and open. So I simple say ' fancy a drink again some time?' and whats the heartwarming response I get. SILENCE.
Great! So we are back to game playing...may if I was a champion player I would wanna play but I'm not I'm rubbish I want it to be simple.
Anyway try to come up with the answer of what to do next, how to play, how to not finish last this time has given me a headache and craving for a large vodka!
(Wow this is long, sorry!)
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