Men...huh?

Some people may find it rude not to open with a meaningless entry that explains me, who I am and why I am writing this blog... Well I am going to say sorry to these people right now 'Sorry!' because I don't have the answers.

I will say feedback would be nice...although I don't have the answers I would like someone to give me clue, even if its only 50/50 or ask the audience...god help me if it's phone a friend.

Anyway down to the nitty gritty..whats with men??

I know yawn...another woman moaning about men....but I'm serious. I wouldn't say I am a genius but I'm not stupid.

I just don't understand!!

Is it as simple as proclaimed by Carrie & Co that if they don't call or should I say text you, that they are just not that in to you or is it something else, is there a rule book that I don't have a copy off. Is it just a game that people play and I got left sitting on the bench with a note from my mum. '***** cannot participate in the dating game, her asthma and paranoid state of mind are playing up again'.

I am pretty sure that it's not me, well not totally. I am a normal woman, okay I'm no size zero lollipop head - but Cosmo keeps telling me men like women with curves...like Kelly Brook (what size is she- like a ten)

There is a few men that have caused this potential nervous break down but it would probably make sense to start with the lastest... I shall call him Mr Funny.

Lets not go though the boredom of how we met lets skip to the date - it was last year Nov time - we went as 'as friends' my choice not his, as there was kinda someone else about at the time. It went OK, there was no major sparks but fun was had by both parties... Anyway this someone else turn into a relationship so Mr Funny was forgotten until a text received in the summer.

After many conversation and invites out I finally accepted, a film, a glass of wine, nice company all sounded good. Now I didn't intend on having sexy time but it happened and I'm sure that I'm not the only girl who has made this error of judgement. So OK I have only been out with him twice...but I'm not a slut.

So to my shock the next day I receive a text... may this will be different. Honest and open. So I simple say ' fancy a drink again some time?' and whats the heartwarming response I get. SILENCE.

Great! So we are back to game playing...may if I was a champion player I would wanna play but I'm not I'm rubbish I want it to be simple.

Anyway try to come up with the answer of what to do next, how to play, how to not finish last this time has given me a headache and craving for a large vodka!

(Wow this is long, sorry!)